how would you AVOID looking at it during that's even weirder here's my FJORD HAND ON YOU don't LOOK AT IT
look i i miss jester a lot and i didn't figure things out back home or get anything settled before i came here three months in and i'm someone's boyfriend i don't think it's strange for me to want to focus on one person while i'm doing my best
shut your eyes? look him in the eyes? wear a glove?
I'm not saying you're strange or that you're not doing your best, fjord. you aren't and you are. and that's why i'm saying start over. maybe switch rooms. if you need time and space to figure things out, then take it. because if you care about molly, you gotta take care of that shit. you can't love someone right if you're not taking care of your stuff.
I know you want to do right by him. You're too good of a guy not to. and it's OKAY to have feelings for Jester. everybody does. but if you gotta settle them like you say, you gotta do that first
no, he already thought about burning himself, i don't want him to feel like he has to be as crazy about this as me i'll just take some time, like you said feels like my heart got one foot stuck in the mud of my past and now that picture on his body won't let it go
sorry, i'm going in circles with this because i'm stressed
i get it man. and you'll get there. seriously it's just time and i know that's a shitty answer because you're here now looking for something to make it better but that's all there is. time and effort. that's both of you, not me saying you're not putting in effort.
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do you care about jester more than molly? if she showed up would you dump molly?
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i told him
i told him i loved him, this is new and frightening but i meant it
how would you feel if someone you liked had a tattoo of the star razor on their hand? that would be weird too!!
ALWAYS SEEING ME ON THEIR BODY
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i'd think I was lucky to have someone love my family as much as they loved me.
I wouldn't go KISSING It and shit or staring at it during anything but
i mean yeah, there's stuff about me on there too and you're not freaking out over it.
maybe that's the wrong analogy you're going for.
[ She braces herself a little because that's probably definitely not the answer that Fjord wants. ]
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that's even weirder
here's my FJORD HAND ON YOU don't LOOK AT IT
look i
i miss jester a lot and i didn't figure things out back home or get anything settled before i came here
three months in and i'm someone's boyfriend
i don't think it's strange for me to want to focus on one person while i'm doing my best
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I'm not saying you're strange or that you're not doing your best, fjord. you aren't and you are.
and that's why i'm saying start over. maybe switch rooms. if you need time and space to figure things out, then take it. because if you care about molly, you gotta take care of that shit. you can't love someone right if you're not taking care of your stuff.
I know you want to do right by him. You're too good of a guy not to. and it's OKAY to have feelings for Jester.
everybody does.but if you gotta settle them like you say, you gotta do that firsti think.
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back to square one
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i hear latex is a thing. whatever it is.
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i'll just take some time, like you said
feels like my heart got one foot stuck in the mud of my past and now that picture on his body won't let it go
sorry, i'm going in circles with this because i'm stressed
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that's both of you, not me saying you're not putting in effort.
or that he isn't
bah you know what i mean.
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;)
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